I am eight teen. Living in Kentucky but South Carolina will always be my home. Animals are my passion! I have social anxiety. I am growing up and finding myself! Things I love : Tumblr, Twitter, Jeep Wranglers, Ale81, Animals, Motorcycles, Avenged Sevenfold, Falling In Revers, Black Veil Brides, And My Eyes.
When you actually truly love someone it’s not something that just turns on and off like a light switch. No matter how much you want to stop loving that person you can’t. You know he loves you by the way he always comes back and by the way he is. But he just can’t grasp the feelings. He says he loves you but deep down you know he is scared. He is scared to actually care. So he plays the game all too well. But no matter what he always ends up back to you. But he just comes back long enough to leave tons of damage. He’s like a drug you just can’t stop. Everyone looks at you like a idiot cause you accept him back. But no one realizes what he means to you. Everyone warns you not to go back. But he is what you want. He is your safety but yet he is also your danger. Feelings are so conflicted. You know someone out there will treat you better but it’s like it doesn’t matter. Nothing is ever fair in love. Love is pain and sooner or later you won’t be able to take the pain of him anymore and you will just walk away. But by than he has already done so much damage to your heart that any new relationship is doomed. So he still has his nails into you. No matter what your are his.
Just saying this none of what I wrote is about abuse. It’s about heartbreak.
“Wouldn’t you rather take a chance than always wonder what could have been?
I have one month until I go to Myrtle Beach for the summer. I am nervous and excited at the same time. I want to go but there are things that hold me back. Like my anxiety, jumping into a job where I hardly know anyone, I’m scared of being left out by my nieces, or not getting along with people I need to get a long with. But I have to do this cause I can not sit here this summer. All I will be is miserable if I stay. I need to go and find myself. I need to get out of my comfort zone. I need to go there and work on getting over a certain guy. I need to go and get over my anxiety. But mainly I need to find happiness. It’s time for me to move forward in life. I’m tired of feeling stuck and the only way to get rid of that feeling is to make myself uncomfortable for awhile. But I guess for the next month I will just be freaking out.
It hurts the most when the person that made you feel special yesterday makes you feel so unwanted today.
I hate when you do something you will regret but you done it cause at that moment it made you happy!! Somehow I just regret everything. I love you and I love being with you but I know where I stand with you. And the sad part is that I allow us to make out and stuff cause it makes me happy but in the end it just causes me pain. If you love me like you say you do than just leave the other girls behind. I am just fed up with this yo-yo relationship! I’m not even sure to call it a relationship anymore. We’ve been at this for almost 4 years. You would think we would have this figured out by now but we don’t.
That extremely shitty moment when you just feel lonely even though you have everyone around you! :/
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While I was creeping on fb today I ran across this picture of a pitbull named Patrick. I started crying cause looking at this picture of him totally miserable, malnourished, dehydrated, and almost lifeless is beyond heart breaking! But this dog pulled through he is alive and happy! I remember hearing about him when he was found in a trash dumpster but I never knew what happened to him. But it amazes me how people can be so cruel to an animal that will love you no matter what! An animal that is so innocent and that you once loved and took care of but now he is nothing to you. How do people do that? How can they love something and take care of it for a while and then decide that they don’t want it anymore? It’s people being selfish and un caring. I am loyal to my animals, they can be aggravating at times but no matter what I will be there for them. I was there for my dog Bo as he took his last breath he laid in my arms! If you don’t want an animal that you have to take care of for 10-15 years than adopt an animal that is an elder but treat that animal how you would want to be treated. Don’t just get a puppy and then when it gets older treat it like garbage. Animals are living breathing things just like you and I! This dog is one of many animals that go through that everyday. Lot’s of them don’t survive. I love animals and I hate people more and more everytime I hear about something like that. Animals like Patrick are what make me want to be a Vet Tech and do animal rescue!
This song makes me cry! It makes me think of us!
Somewhere With You- Kenny Chesney. ( w/Lyrics on Screen + Lyrics in Description. ) (by Megan08091)
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My eyes would look pretty kick ass if I could get my make up like this!!
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